Week Dos

BLAHHHH! I seriously need more than two nights off.

Just some thoughts

I'm officially done with my first day of camp, woooo!! I taught 3 basketry classes and my biggest class was 4 people lol. My smallest was one person. At first I was a little shaky because I have never taught before, but by the last class I think I got a good grasp of teaching basketry. So far having scouts on the grounds is much better than it was during staff week. Although I do miss just eating with my friends, instead of eating with the scouts. Other than that it has been pretty good. All of the scouts are nice and they obey the staff, which is pretty nice. Well, that's about all for now I just thought I should update this since like this past weekend. Oh and if I haven't mentioned this before, Wolverine is an AMAZING movie. Hugh Jackman is soooo freakin hot! Lol! Not to mention it was a very entertaining movie. Oh yeah and Ryan Reynolds is in it too! He's not really in it for more than oh...15 minutes tops but still he's pretty good lookin too. Ok, for real now...I'm going to bed. Later gaters!

Camp...

Yesterday I moved into my cabin at camp, woo what fun! Anywho, everyone is nice and pretty humorous. I'm enjoying it thus far, but I have yet to actually teach so we will see lol. In other news, Brandon made me mad yesterday lol. I know right, Brandon and I are fighting...like that ever happens lol jk. So anyway I was upset with him because when I got to Ransburg he like wouldn't even hug me or give me a kiss...he wouldn't even hold my hand. I was pretty upset about this so I was mean to him practically all day. I understand that we shouldn't do that when scouts are around but news flash, it's STAFF weekend...there aren't any scouts around. Well, I think I finally got the message through that he can't treat me like that and last night he apologized and today he hasn't been acting that way. Sooo pretty much, that's all that has been going on. I'll keep you guys updated!!

Good News

I had my dermatologist appointment today woo! Everything checked out ok and I do not have skin cancer. Thank goodness! Now my only real worry is my fathers appointment in a couple of weeks. Tomorrow I'm going to Muncie house! Woo, it's going to be fun :-)

So many things...

Sooo I'm leaving for camp on Sunday, exciting right? Kind of but not really. It is because I think I'll have a lot of fun this summer but it isn't because I'm stuck worrying about things at home. My Dad told me tonight he had a doctors appt bc he has been in pain for over a year and well I have an awful feeling that it's cancer. I really hope it isn't and my hunch is wrong, but unfortunatly, I think I'm right. The other thing that I'm stuck worrying about is tomorrow. I have a dermatoligist appt to check out my moles because they could be pre-cancerous. So basically, a lot of worrying has been going on. Oh, and I've also been worrying about Mr. Martin. I really hope he will be ok. Welp, that's all for now. I can't wait for Friday because I get to hang out with some of my friends...I'm sure they will get my mind off of things. I'll ttyl peeps!

I'm so lonely...

I feel like I'm the only one that posts anything anymore :-( sad day folks...

Welp, I hope you guys are all doing well on finals this week or whenever you have/had them. My first one is tomorrow and it's my english final, I'm not too worried. Anywho, I can't wait for summer! Um, that's all for now folks! Haha, peace out homie G's!

The Apt

So I know you guys are really excited for next years, well this May's living arrangements but I'm honestly kind of regretting my decision. I love all of the guys I will be living with next year, esp my boyfriend lol, but I'm afraid that I'll be really miserable at times. For instance, I was just talking to one of them about what we would do with the ac and when we would turn it on. Well, it's be in the 80's this weekend and he said he wouldn't turn the heat on, where I would. I just don't think the guys will understand stuff like that. I'm sorry, but I need ac when it gets to be that warm outside. My hair is already a curly mess and if I had to get ready in 80 degree weather, I will feel miserable and pissed off from trying to tame my hair. Another reason I think I'll be miserable is because in the winter they won't have the heat on a lot. I don't mind wearing sweats and a hoodie around the apt in the winter, but if my feet are still frozen solid, that's a problem. Although, I'd rather be cold in the winter than hot in the summer simply because I can always put more clothing on in the winter. In the summer, I can only get in my birthday suit and well we all know I wouldn't nor shouldn't walk around in my bday suit. I know it seems dumb to obsess about something that is a few months away and that I don't really know what's going to happen, I'm just worried that I'll be right.

On another, happy note...I had a really good weekend. Brandon and I had a few really good conversations and it just reminded me why I love him so much. I know, I'm sappy, but I can't help it. I can't wait until you guys meet him, I think you'll like him. He's kind of shy at first, but once you get to know him he's funny and really sarcastic. Friday we went to the Carnival and it wasn't too bad. Saturday, the guys had a party at the apt and I finally got to drink!! Yay me lol! The apt was a little on the warm side, but it was still a lot of fun. Even though I didn't drink that much, I ended up getting sick :-( no fun. And today, Sunday, Brandon and I hung out w/ his roommates and played ladder ball. Then we watched some tv, woo hoo lol. Welp, that's the re-cap of my weekend. I hope you guys all had a good one! Oh and have fun @ the concert this week! I'm so jealous! You guys better take lots and lots of pictures!! Later Gaterz!